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April 22nd, 2004
09:35 pm - annoyingness
grrrrrrr i fucking hate guys!!!!!!
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April 17th, 2004
01:39 pm - agravated...........
yeasterday fucking sucked ass! i swear i was going to beat that bitch up man! i was going to fucking kill that little bitch!thank god i had someself control unlike that slut nikki!! she was saying oh sabrina im sooo sorry and i can't help it my hormons were going wild! well fuck you bitch when my hormones go wild i don't do that shit!who would do that?!? wat a fucking good friend huh! and all she says to me is sorry yea that bitch better be sorry! i no he's not worth my time in liking him but i can't help it! i hate myself for liking him! and i hate myself for putting myself in that situation!grrr! nikki dosen't respect herself if she did she never would have do the stuff that she did with him that little slutbag whore! see at least if i was in her situation i would be like ok i now wat i did was wrong so im not going to say im sorry cuz u now i am! all she dose is say im sorry im sorry! well fuck u and ur got damm sorrys man how many more sorrys dose it take to take away what she has done! i just new that this situation was going to end up bad! so why did i put myself into that situation? i dunno cuz i liked him? cuz my friends were oushing? cuz i wanted to prove myself to them? i dunno? i wish last night never fucking happened! i like all the wrong guys! y do i always go for the bad boys? and it just so happens that she just happened to start liking him after me? am i the only that thinks that a bit fishy? yea ok nikki think that being a whore is good! keep thinking that being a prude is bad! keep thinking that ur fat! keeping asking people wat there opinon is of u? keep thinking that!and why do u always say being a prude is bad???? i rather be a prude that a fucking slut like u became! and ur probly going to say sorry! well sweety sorry just dosen't cut it for me anymore hunny! maybe if u were a good friend u would think before u act! and maybe u can actually take some fucking responsability for ur actions instead of saying im sorry or i can't help it my hormones r going wild! fuck u and ur hormones! ovioulsy no one ever fucking listens to me? i tell all my friends don't do that with this guy u will regret it or stop smoking or stop doing this and that? so y do u guys keep asking me for help when u never listen huh? i might as well keep my mouth shut and let all u fuckers become little whores huh? thats wat i should do! i should ditch u all more often and find myself some new freiends that actually listen to me and take my advice! and actually follow through on shit!im going to stay strong and true to myself! i guess the only person u can really count on it yourself!?! well fuck ya'll im out!
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April 9th, 2004
12:21 pm - dunno....
Im going to newbury st. with my sister today!!!yah it will be sooo fun. she getting me my b-day present! yah!!! im soooo excited!!!!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) excited
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April 6th, 2004
05:55 pm - B-day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorow's my b-day hahahaha!yah! im excited im going to get presents and stuff yah! but that one thing is that i don't really feel 15? It feels like just another day? weird huh? but im weird so it's all good!lol! my sis is coming homw today yea! she is taking me to Newbury St. yah!!! so happpy! but now on to a diffrent note this friends that i have is just tottally disapointing my. I think she all innocent and stuff and then all of a sudden she dose the most stupidist thing in the whole entire world!!!! well not the stupidist but u all no wat i mean! it's just grrrrrrr!!! she's my baby! and it's just wrong wat she did. i cant help thinking bout it!!!! grrrrr no offence to the girls but why r they sooo fucking slutty!i no it's bad to diss my own kind and all but i just can't help it there such fucking sluts/whores/painty droppers!!!! grrrrr! i hope i don't end up being like that...no offence but it's just deminimising us strong/idependent women! we don't men to make us happy! so ladies the more u do shit with them the more they think it's okay and shit!!! grrrr i don't understand them sometimes!!! why ur guys doing this u have the rest of ur lives to be sluts! ur fucking like 14/15 yrs old! save youselfs! u will not regret it! this is funny im talking like i no everything but i dont im just doing this cuz i love my girls and i don't want u to get hurt by them cuz that can turn out to be assholes! k g2g peace!
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April 2nd, 2004
08:34 pm - scared shitless!!
im soo fucking scared! i just saw the texas chainsaw massacre. i have never been soooooo fucking scared in my whole entire life!!!! i already know im not going to sleep tonight so skratch that! im going to try and forget it so im going to help my sister pack for D.C
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/shock.gif) scared
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April 1st, 2004
05:38 pm - blah......
It's raning its poring the old man is snoring! grrrrr rain is annoying and that mean maybe no lax game. I really want to play....but w/e if we don't i get to chill with Keegan!yah! he's sooooo cool! Nothing much really happened today. Tomorrow im going to see the texas chainsaw massicare!yeah! i love scary movies!im going to go make hot chocolate now so bubyes ily ya'll
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March 31st, 2004
08:17 pm - beanard
its lana on beanies journal.....hehe..........i just wanted 2 say how much i luv u beanard!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: i wont stop untill im in thier bday suites!
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